For the past 5 days I have been writing continuously, I have been receiving constant insight. Deep understandings have been flowing to me throughout my days and I have been able to understand and link so much of the research I have done together with my experiences through personal practice and life experiences.
In this post I will attempt to explain this insight. I have understood deeper the relationship between spirit, energy and Matter, as well as nature, our role in it, and the purpose of life.
A special thank you to my teacher Master Sha, Lao Tzu, the Buddha, Jesus, Eckhart Tolle, OSHO, Gregg Braden, Dr. Joe Dispenza, Jacob Needleman, my spiritual mothers and fathers, family friends and ancestors and more for their influence in my understanding. I love and appreciate them all.
First let's look at the relationship between energy and Matter within our bodies and in nature (as there is no separation).
To do this I am going to use the work of Dr. Joe Dispenza as his teachings really helped me understand simply this relationship.
Let's start with a analogy from him.
If we look at a fan, we see that the slower the fan is spinning, the more we can see the blades and the less energy (wind) is emitted.
If we speed the fan up, the blades become less visible and more energy (wind) is emitted.
This is like an atom. An Atom is 99.999999999999% empty space. This is scientific fact right now. That is ninety nine point twelve nines space!
But it's not actually empty space. It's filled with energy and information.
That 99.99999999999% space is actually filled with infinite possible realities. When we live our life based on our past, we continually choose the same linear reality based on our past experiences and our beliefs.
When we live in stress and fight or flight, our organs and systems receive scrambled information and signals from the brain. This causes incoherence. Incoherence is like millions of drummers all out of sync with one another. This incoherence slows down the vibration of the atoms and just like the fans, they emit less energy and become more Matter.
When this happens, we become more attached to the material world and we try to influence matter with Matter. What this means is, we try and change our life situation (Matter) on the same level (Matter). Particle trying to move particle.
This is why when we live in stress we never can change our life situations.
Now, when we live in elevated emotions such as love and appreciation, we move into coherence. This is like millions of drummers all playing in sync with one another beautifully. This also speeds up the frequency and vibrations of our atoms, which then moves us into more energy and less matter and our atoms emit more energy.
When we live in these coherent states we become more detached from life situations and are able to stay in control of our life situations more, because now we are more energy, energy is moving matter, not matter trying to move Matter. Now we are more wave, so wave is moving particle.
This explains beautifully in my opinion how energy influences matter.
Now let's go another layer up. My spiritual father and teacher Master Sha teaches soul over matter.
Now this is possible because soul (Spirit/life/information/message/awakened consciousness/quantum observer, or whatever you want to call it) influences energy.
The observing consciousness (spirit) is the controlling force behind energy.
Therefore, the quantum observer (spirit) is in control of the physical reality. When the quantum observer creates harmonious emotions (emotion is e-motion, energy-in -motion), we raise the energy vibration and therefore influence/move matter (the physical reality).
When we (the awareness behind the world of form, the spirit) become more stuck in the world, in this 5 sense reality, the body operates in fight or flight mode, we vibrate slower, therefore becoming more matter in the body, less coherent, and less conscious. We are then trying to move Matter (through life situations) on the level of matter. We become lost in the world. Spirit has become lost in its own experience.
This is why Master Sha teachers the 10 greatest qualities of nature. When we (the observing consciousness/spirit) consciously embody these emotions we harmonies with nature, therefore creating coherence within the body and in the world around us. By us embodying these 10 great conditions consciously the awareness, energy and Matter and align on every level, therefore meld with nature, which is Tao and the highest achievement. But it has to be in that order. It can only work when we operate from Shen - Qi- Jing. If it is Jing - Qi - Shen then it doesn't work, because as we have spoke about Jing (Matter) cannot influences energy and so on. Only when one becomes conscious and fully awake can they live from Shen (soul, heart,mind) then influence Qi (energy) and Jing (Matter). From this point of awareness all of them become one and there is coherence on every level. Whatever the awakened consciousness wants to experience it is created instantly in the body. This is soulfulness, which is "Shen Qi Jing He Yi" (translates to Soul/heart/mind/energy/matter joint as one to align with Tao the source).
This is melding with nature because this is the way nature intended it to be. Nature intended that we live life from awakened consciousness (Soul). Only when we moved into unconsciousness did we separate ourselves from nature.
So to be fully conscious in the present moment is to flow with nature. Follow nature, and therefore flourish. If we go against nature we finish. We resist life. This resistance ultimately leads to our death. If we flow against life we experience death, right?
Yet if we flow with life and harmonise with the natural laws that govern the cosmos we ride the wave of life and unlimited abundance, creating peace within ourselves and the universe.
This is also surrender.
There is an undeniable intelligence that loves all things in all universes. This intelligence loves everything into life. The universe is approximately 30-40 billion years old. It operated perfectly before we got here and will do after we leave. There is a order to it. When we resist this flow of life by wanting to always be in control of our life, we resist life. When we trust that life knows best and surrender to life we flow with life. Surrender is seen as weakness, but it is the ultimate strength. To hand your control of you life over to life takes huge strength and only very few humans have ever done it totally. Remember Cosmos actually means order.
We don't consciously pump our hearts thousands of times a day. We don't consciously breath gallons of air a day. We don't consciously pump blood all around our bodies 24 hours a day. We don't consciously reproduce cells and rejuvenate and renew every part of our bodies all the time.
This life intelligence literally LOVES US INTO LIFE! This intelligence is responsible for the birth of universes, waves on a beach and the blossoming of flowers, as well as each one of us being born. This is the love of Tao, the source of all things. This is Da Ai (greatest love). The greatest love is pure love. Unconditional love. A love that has no opposites. Hate is not the opposite of this love. As Osho says "if your love can switch to hate at the flick of a switch, it is not love. It is hate disguised as love, true love has no opposite." Da Ai is the foundation of all the 10 greatest conditions of nature. They all stem from greatest love.
This love is what we experience through our children. This is what every being in the universe consciously or unconsciously searches for. The love of the creator. The level of love we experience and can offer depends on our purity and alignment with this universal one love. To purify and align our Shen Qi Jing with this love of the creator and source of all things.
The sun has a soul, an observing consciousness . Each drop of the ocean does, Mother Earth does. This observing consciousness is the spirit of each thing in the universe.
Try and imagine what it has been like for a fully conscious earth or the sun watching a completely unconscious humanity destroy themselves and taking so much life with them. Yet they continue to serve all life selflessly. Why is this? Simply because they are fully conscious entities. Every fully conscious human being lives life like this.
When I say fully conscious I believe that all life in all universes is one conscious grand intelligence. It is this source of all life experiencing itself. Yet it is still individual for each entity because it has manifested in countless different forms.
(I may be wrong here but my understanding of my teachers wisdom is this: all spirit is essentially one spirit, but is manifested into countless different forms. The one spirit is Yuan Shen (in Taoism means original soul) and the unique individual manifested soul of each thing in creation is Shi Shen (body soul in Taoism). That is why when one melds their body soul with original soul they return to the source of life. They no longer become a separate entity, they become one with all things consciously.
I have never heard Master Sha share it this way so it may not be true, but up to now in my understanding this is how I see it.)
Even our bodies are home to countless conscious beings all living in harmonious communities working endlessly to keep balance and assist the overall life of the body, which by the way is like a universe to them. Our bodies is absolutely a universe to the conscious beings within the body. I believe we exist within another body, and so on. Yet the one life that exists in all life, in all timelines and Dimensions is the grand intelligence and source we all come from and return to. "Call it what you want, I call it Tao" as Lao Tzu writes in the Tao Te Ching.
So what does living with nature look like individually and collectively?
Individually, in my opinion this is the true reason for Masters. They live in this state of harmony with nature every moment and it is beautiful to be around and see and feel.
This is a none violent, none resisting, caring and loving presence on this beautiful earth. Completely selfless.
To explain what it looks like Collectively, I will share a beautiful story of a tribe in Africa.
When a women and her partner decide to have children, the women will each day visit the Forrest and sit in silence with nature and ask for the song of her new child. She may receive the song straight away or it could talk months of doing this daily.
Then the mother will receive clearly a song. This is the song of the child who has chosen her mother.
This day that the mother receives the song of her child is the day of conception.
When she returns to her partner she sings the song to him and there is a beautiful celebration. The song is sang by both parents as a mating ritual. When the baby is in her mothers tummy they sing the song to the baby. When the baby is born the song is sang. The song is sang at every birthday. The song is sang throughout their life, and the last time that song is sung is when that person is being buried at the end of their physical life.
This story is so moving to me because my teacher also says that every soul has its own song and even the entire universe acts like a cosmic symphony of coherent frequencies. In fact cosmos translates to "order" because there is a universal order to the symphony.
This is what living with nature looks like. Living with a respect for all beings.
Now compare this to how we bring babies (the closest thing to nature) into the world in the West. We are born into white rooms, thrown around, weighed, poked and prodded, and parents encouraged to let their babies cry in a separate room so they get used to being on their own.
They have just come out of 9 months with the mother, listening to their heart beat and so on, then bang!! Your out, your being given so much stimulation and then have to sleep on your own in an alien environment.
This is a separation from nature.
Some indigenous tribes actually keep their new borns in relative darkness for the first three years and do nothing but love them and care for them continuously. Then introduce them very gradual into the world. They believe that this allows them to operate from the heart rather than move into the mind to quickly. This again makes sense to me.
Now I want to go back to what we talked about at the beginning and go a little deeper into understanding what exists within the 99.999999999999% space of an atom (and the universe).
Fist let's touch on the fact that nature doesn't waste anything.
Even our DNA consists of around 99% of what scientists call "junk DNA" which is DNA not being used. This isn't junk, it's just untapped potential. Which means we experience around 1% of what is available or possible through our limitations and beliefs.
Quantum physicists now believe that this 99.99999999999% space is the quantum field of potentials. In fact, the closer they observe what we think is physical matter the more they find that there is nothing solid. Quantum physicist say that only when consciousness observes matter does matter become visible. When it isn't being observed it literally vanishes.
This process is happening all the time, even with us!
So this shows us that the space is filled with every possible possibility. An infinite number of possibilities. They all exist at the same time.
So then, the 99.999999999999% of space is not filled with no time and no-things, but ALL time and all things. Yet we only experience a fraction of this as linear time. And we continually choose our reality based off our past experiences and beliefs, which are always limited.
Let me give you an example. If you go to the doctor and he says you have 2 months to live, that timeline and reality absolutely exist. But so does the timeline and reality that you beat the illness. So does the reality that you never had it in the first place. Or that you live till your over a hundred and the doctor was wrong. They all exist. And you as the quantum observer can consciously choose which reality you want to experience. But you do this fully conscious in the present moment.
The same goes for mother earths transition. There is a realty where humans wipe themselves out. There is also one where we evolve consciously and create a heaven on earth.
When we look at a radio we see that we can choose to tune into a number of radio frequencies. Where are they? They are all around us but we cannot see then but the radio can choose which one to tune into. All the frequencies are there. Just as all life possibilities are all around us. We choose through being fully conscious.
To me this is why I feel it is so important to be conscious and choose to stay in love.
I read a section of Master Sha's new book "greatest love" only yesterday and had a huge insight. At the end of the book he shares how we can offer huge service to humanity and the world by practice meditating on love, chanting love, and tracing a greatest love calligraphy.
I stopped reading and visualised the whole of humanity doing this practice. And it all made so much sense from every angle, whether spiritually, scientifically, or logically. If all of humanity where to do this practice we would open the portal for the universal one love we spoke of earlier to flow through humanity into this reality and to all life on the planet.
Then all of humanity and nature would move more into global coherence and into more energy than Matter. And as nothing in the world is actually solid as it appears to be, we would see instant transformation in the world itself.
Now the beautiful thing about this is we don't actually need the whole of humanity to do this. We first only need small gatherings of conscious people to create this coherent field of love. Then that group will influence a larger area, and shift the consciousness to love. Then more and more people will be inspired to live in love and want to practice and share love.
It's been interesting few days because a young boy (17) was violently killed in the area where I grew up this week. I have read a number of posts dedicated to his boy and also read the comments below. The amount of anger and hatred towards the person who committed the terrible act was nauseating.
When normal, good people react like that they are creating the same amount of negativity in the world as the person who created the crime. They are creating division. They are creating incoherence within themselves and the world. Yet they believe they are doing the right thing.
This is a lack of understanding of the truth. This causes us to get stuck in the illusion. Stuck in Matter. Stuck in reincarnation in this world.
Only when we can see the suffering of both sides of a terrible act like this can we allow compassion to enter our hearts and then we contribute higher frequencies to the field and create peace. Only then can we evolve consciously.
When we consciously love ourselves (by allowing universal love to be present in us and dropping the false self, which is the illusion of a separate self/entity) and all beings from our heart, this is consciousness waking up to itself, and acknowledging itself, and experiencing its own love throughout countless manifestations and experiences.
This is why suffering is such an important part of the existence experience. When spirit is lost in the world (un-manifested lost in the manifested) it suffers. This suffering is essential, because only through this suffering are we forced out of the world of form into conscious awareness. Out of the world of attachments and identification into the world of Tao and Awakening.
Lao Tzu says , "ever desiring one sees the manifestation. Ever desirless one sees the mystery."
Living in a world of desires one sees the manifestation (things). Ever desirless one sees the mystery (in-manifested).
When we live from Matter/particle this is operating from the ego identity. This is why when we operate from this level we feel we must use force. We use force because it is harder to move Matter on the level of matter. This force is then a resistance against nature and life situations. In nature we see that softness and suppleness overcomes hard and rigidity. Look at water over rocks. Lao Tzu emphasises this natural principle over and over again. In the Tao Te Ching he mentions how nothing is as soft and yielding as water. Yet for overcoming the strong and inflexible, nothing can surpass it.
There is even a tale of when Lao Tzu walks up to a old man with his disciples and opens the old mans mouth and shows his students that even though the teeth are much stronger than the tongue, the teeth eventually rot and fall out and the tongue will live on with the body. The soft and flexible outlives the strong and inflexible. This is experienced on every level. We love babies and puppies because of their innocence. At the same time we love adults who are humble and show their vulnerability. This always opens hearts and shows a soft strength which is always infinitely stranger that egoic strength, which is actually the highest form of weakness.
When we live from our heart we live a conscious life directed by our spirit through the heart. Our minds are still. We use our minds as we need to. The egoic self becomes one with the whole. It dissolves in the light of your consciousness, along with the illusion of time. This takes great effort, yet is very simple.
I have daily visits to this state, yet it is challenging for me to reside there for long periods in this western lifestyle. Yet this is a very important part of this beautiful journey. The ups and downs of life. We need both. And as long as we are experiencing these states more frequently each day we are becoming more conscious, therefore, creating peace within us and within the world.
Meditation is vitally important because when we live in this world unconsciously we only experience 0.000000000001% of what is available. This limited life experience creates stress, depression and anxiety and hopelessness, because we then believe "is this really al there is?"
It's like thinking we are driving a Nissan micro when in fact we have a formula one car. Through meditation we open a vertical dimension in our lives and everything changes. 7 years ago I started meditating and my life has never been the same since.
Why is it so difficult to be authentic in this world?
It's difficult if you are unconscious. People today believe that they are being individuals by living in their ego, their false created persona. This is not. This is the illusion. But most people live like this. So when someone actually lives authentically, the collective ego attacks like a pack of wolves.
What do I mean here?
Every being is unique. As I mentioned earlier, the Tao experiences itself trough countless manifestations. So we are all a part of the one life, the whole, the creator. Yet we each are a unique manifestation of this universal consciousness to allow it to experience itself through us.
When we are authentic we follow our nature. But when we live in ego there is nothing authentic about that. Ego is everywhere. And most ego personalities tell each other they are unique, yet follow what the collective egoic mind is doing. And as soon as someone becomes conscious and lives authentically, they either pull the unconscious being out of their ego, or their ego will attack the conscious being. But this is the suffering of humanity. When we attach to the false egoic self and believe that is who we are, that is true suffering. In fact, that is the cause of all suffering on our planet. That is what keeps us separated from one another, the earth, and even from our true self.
I watched a movie called Evan Almighty the other day with Beau and Danielle and I got so much from it.
In the movie God said - "if you pray for patience god gives opportunities to be patient. If you ask for the family to be close, god creates opportunities to love each other."
This is beautiful and very important to understand. If we ask for world peace god/Tao/the universe gives us opportunities to be peaceful in challenging situations. Whether you ask God, Buddha, Tao, the universe, it doesn't matter. You are ultimately setting an intention for what you want to experience in your life experience. Because whether you ask God, Tao, Buddha or the universe, you are ultimately speaking to yourself, because the ultimate consciousness is within you. Everything came from the same source, therefore is a part of the source, and will return to the source.
Hope this makes sense. Please feel free to ask questions.